I'm noticing an increase in the weirdness that is me....
Always around mid July and August I start noticing more and more strange situations. Seeing half shadows, waking up in the middle of the night because of voices or knocking on the wall or windows.
When I was younger I would actually stop to talk to people and have others tell me I was nuts because they saw no one and I had a shadow that frequented the cracked door of my room. I always thought it was "just me" till it scared the bahjeezus out of my older brother one night. I kinda felt better after that, I mean....at least I knew it wasn't just me.
Lately the shadow people have been an issue. Those dark, almost there shapes you see in the corners of your vision. The last week or so I've been awakened by various noises or voices....to the point I hate to look up at the mirror opposite the bed over my bathroom vanity when I am half asleep.
Tonight it was knocking on my window. I had the new roommate up and outside to search for "pesky neighborhood teens" who might be out and about at 4:30 in the morning knocking on people's windows to scare them but ....of course, no one was found.
I don't know why I still, always look for the logical explanation first...I should know by now there is not some teen on the roof or outside in the shadows having a giggle at the silly woman inside but I almost wish there were.
It lasts usually through November, getting progressively worse in nature. I don't know why it peeters off then, maybe the worry about the holidays takes my focus away from it, or maybe the thinning between is not as much by then.
Who knows...but this getting up at 3 and 4 am really does suck rocks...
